Monday, August 13, 2012


I know what you did last summer?
I know what you have been doing ALL these while.
Probably some wicked tricks you played along the line.
But was well hidden throughout the time.
I may not see it with my own eyes.
But his action and gesture shows the whole story behind.
And now certain things were made clear that my thought was right.

Sunday, April 29, 2012

Trust or was it just for show?

Should I say this or should I not? I guess sometimes we need to voice out.

"If there is no trust in a relationship, it is not going to work out.
And if you don't trust him, it's better to stop going further. Don't declare love when you can't even trust"

Those were the phrases I find familiar.
But let me tell you this. It's easier said than done. Say it only if you can do it.
Probably you need those phrases more than anyone else.

I guess I am not seeing any trust after all.
If you said you trust, then why is there so many insecurity in you that ends you up as a stalker.
If you said you trust, then why do you need so much assurance?
If you said you trust, then why do you make so many 'instructions'? So that you can receive plenty of nods at the end of the day? Does this satisfy you?
I don't see any of the above is showing trust.

What I know is effort was planted in for a better return of love.
That was definitely something wonderful anyone could do.
But does the effort come with willingness? Or does it come to be a show for everyone?
Was the love showered over him real? Or was it merely a deception to control over his life?
Even the smallest things like liking certain things or choosing friends was out of his control.
For this, I really don't see any real love shown.
All I see was purely just a show, probably from the very start.

One of your favourite. Hope you are doing fine ('


Monday, March 12, 2012

Appreciate what you have ❤

Some people are so thankful for every little thing that is done for them, while others are never satisfied no matter how much is done on their behalf. I believe pride has something to do with this problem. Some people are full of themselves that no matter what others do for them, they think they deserve not only that, but more!

Came across this passage this morning. Yeah its not easy handling people like that. So lets appreciate more and expect less ❤ 

Another song to share from Taylor   


Thursday, February 23, 2012

Enchanted to Meet You Too

Harloo Peoooplesss
Loving Taylor? Yes I do Smiley
Loving Owl City? Yes I do too Smiley
Emoticons are just so cute.
I think I've posted this song awhile ago. Somewhere I dont remember. Twitter, Facebook?
Anyway, gonna post it here again because good things are meant to be shared rite?

There were rumours saying they were dating. But are they?

When interviewed with Taylor, she said that it was about an infatuation that never came to any fruition in the end. That denotes a 'NO they are not dating.'

Taylor is really good in making codes in her songs. Practically all her songs have hidden meanings to be decoded. Yeah ! this is just so cool Smiley

For 'Enchanted' it was believed she was writing about Adam Young from Owl City. Do read if you want to know who she is referring to in her other songs.

An interview with Adam Young (from Owl City)
Q: Were you surprised when 'Enchanted' came out and it was about you?

A: Yeah I was. I bought her record at midnight when it came out and I was playing through it top to bottom, I love the classic adding up the letters in her lyrics. I got to that song and it added up to my name and  I had to take a step back and decipher the code. We emailed back and forth for a while and she made some comment that I used the word 'Enchanted' and 'Wooderstruck' in an email and said how she had never heard anyone really uses that word before, so when that word was in the song, I was like this song has to be about me.

Above all, it's the entertainment world. Who would know the exact truth?
Just a lil info to share. 
Enjoy the song peeps Smiley

Anyway, codes are one of my favourites too. Just that, mine is without a song.  
I was enchanted to meet you too.


Wednesday, February 15, 2012


Harloo people. Have neglected this blog for quite long. It's time for an update since today is a special day.
Its valentine's day, so here I am wishing everyone Happy Valentine's Day. To the couples, may love grow deeper and the bonds between both parties grow stronger, and to the singles, may there be a bloom of love in your life. Even if you need to stay single, there is always a reason for that. Relationship can be something really complicated to handle. Its not a bad thing to stay single ;)
Love made us stupid. I have to agree on that. In life, we meet the right person at the wrong time and the wrong person at the right time. People say falling in love is easy but staying in love is hard. But I do not agree 100% for that. I think falling in love for the right person is not easy at all.
A friend once told me, some girls always go for good looking guys (I think that applies to guys looking for pretty sexy girls too) it’s a mutual thing. He told me if a guy can treat you well, always there for you and etc, then you should give it a shot to try rather than going for some guys which may look good but can never treat you as well as the first one could.
But as for myself, I have another thought. If I need to treat a person well in order for that person to love me more, it simply shows that one day when I never treat that person well anymore, does that mean he will not love me anymore? An immature thought of mine perhaps. But what's right is  "If you love someone, prove it. Because love is not a noun to be defined, but a verb to be acted upon"
Love is supposed to be simple, why is it becoming so complicated now?
In life, the right person falls for you but you make him the wrong one, putting high expectations trying hard to make him the perfect one. But when he's gone, you realize it’s not easy to find someone who loved you so much and you loved him too. Sooner, you found yourself the person you have long-awaited for, someone right almost to perfect, someone you knew that there will be a great future with.  But love is funny, because when you thought you could fall in love, your heart chooses not to. When it comes to relationship, somehow the heart is always stronger, taking control of the mind. That’s why when people fall in love, they do stupid things. Eventually, time passed by and you found yourself having an intense emotional attachment for the wrong person. Someone you should never be with at all. It's harder when your feelings grow for someone you know you should never love.
And is sparks a good start to everything?
Definitely not.  I've spoken to a friend this morning, he was telling me about him having sparks for a girl, but soon to realize it turns to fire and destroy everything. Well, spark sparks up fire so it's not really that good after all. 
I guess after you have read this, you might not understand what exactly I wanted to share and find this post confusing because I am living in confusion right now.

One of my favourite song. It somehow calms my crazy emotions 

 Sungha Jung is just amazing, looking so effortlessly playing the guitar. 

Okay time to sleep. Bed is calling me :)
Happy Valentine's Day once again